I'm a Wallflower.

Belong to many fandoms. Have many OTPs. This is my heaven.

As of now, I am very much into KPOP, especially EXO which will always give me SO MUCH FEELS (goddammit Kai, seriously Jules why). Also into VIXX, Winner, BTS, and so much more.

jongin getting scared by something and triple checking to make sure it was gone

Posted on 17 September, 2014
Reblogged from blondejongin  

Marvel is very weird about letting you know. x

Posted on 17 September, 2014
Reblogged from secretlypink8059  Source forassgard

stomp stomp stomp twist

Posted on 17 September, 2014
Reblogged from krisinsanity  Source lepetitsuho

Tagged #CRYING  #I CAN'T HANDLE THIS ANYMORE  

Posted on 17 September, 2014
Reblogged from mageofexoplanet  Source byunf

lobbu-lobbu:

22 times Jongin makes me fall in love with his voice.

  1. History
  2. Don’t Go 
  3. Let Out The Beast
  4. Heart Attack
  5. Baby
  6. My Lady
  7. Growl (EXO-K ver.)
  8. XOXO
  9. Lucky
  10. The Star
  11. First Snow 
  12. Overdose
  13. Love Love Love
  14. Thunder
  15. Run (ft. D.O)
  16. Pretty Boy
  17. Love Love Love (TLP Remix)
  18. Like It Like It (좋아 좋아; live)
  19. Dang Dang Dang (live; ft. Chanyeol)
  20. Don’t Go (live)
  21. Growl (live; ft. Xiumin)
  22. Wolf (live)

Tagged #I JUST CAN'T WITH DON'T GO  #WITH DON'T GO  #WITH DON'T GO DAMMIT  #OTL TT TT  

Posted on 17 September, 2014
Reblogged from llarynx  Source lobbu-lobbu

exo-c-trans:

[130613 Yongsan Fansign] D.O asking the fans: “How’s my clothes today?” | 海天月夜

Posted on 16 September, 2014
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ggamjongin:

KYUNGSOO: did you apply sunscreen? sunscreen? (t/n: he pronounced ‘sunscreen’ wrong)
FANS: YEEEEEEEEEES
KYUNGSOO: did you?
FANS: !@£$%^&*
KYUNGSOO: you have to apply it or else your skin gets burnt!

[other fansign audios] & [original video]

Tagged #dammit Kyungsoo  

Posted on 16 September, 2014
Reblogged from ggamjongin  

xoxodult:

I am speechless …

Posted on 16 September, 2014
Reblogged from xoxodult  

where-the-kyung-is-kai:

doksoo:

JONGIN BALLS

JONGIN BALLS, JONGIN BALLS, JONGIN GET IN MEEEE. KAISOO FEELS AND FANFICTION WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME. HEY! JONGIN BALLS, JONGIN BALLS, JONGIN GET IN MEEEE. KAISOO FEELS AND FANFICTION WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME. Dashing through the feels~ Why are EXO so so gayyy~ Over the rainbow they gooo0~ Sexy all the way. In harmony they sing~ Making my feels bright~ What fun it is to ship and sail my otps tonight. JONGIN BALLS, JONGIN BALLS, JONGIN GET IN MEEEE. KAISOO FEELS AND FANFICTION WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME. HEY! JONGIN BALLS, JONGIN BALLS, JONGIN GET IN MEEEE. KAISOO FEELS AND FANFICTION WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME.~

I FOUND MY ANTHEM

Tagged #omfg  #this pretty much sums up my whole life  

Posted on 16 September, 2014
Reblogged from mageofexoplanet  Source doksoo

agonyandagony:

i am an adult woman now, and i have been depressed since i was not an adult but just a weird little teenager, and still am depressed as an adult sometimes, and often do not feel like an adult, which is probably due in part to, you guessed it, depression. i am not always depressed. i am not always sad. i have gone months and years without feeling Bad with a capital b. i have also gone months and years when that is all i can feel no matter how hard i try to find anything else to grab onto.

i think that confuses people, sometimes.

another thing that i think confuses people about me being an adult is that i love one direction a lot. that is okay, because part of being an adult — one part i have managed to wrangle pretty well — is that MY BUSINESS IS MY BUSINESS and i don’t have to explain what i like and what makes me happy to anyone for any reason. these five bumbling beautiful dopes make me happy, and that is all anyone needs to know, because anything that makes you happy in this world is worth clinging onto a little bit. enough words have been written about this that i don’t think i need to go into it, so instead let me tell you about my favorite one direction song: through the dark.

the song goes, oh i will carry you over fire and water for your love, and i will hold you closer, hope your heart is strong enough. when the night is coming down on you, we will find a way through the dark. and also, you tell me that you’re sad and lost your way, you tell me that your tears are here to stay, but i know you were only hiding and i just want to see you, and also, you don’t need to worry, you will see it’s easy to be loved. it is the 11th song on their third album. they sang it on saturday night live, unexpectedly, harry styles in his fancy glitterboots the whole time, and i cried because it means a lot to me, and they sang it on television to me and whoever else was watching. it wasn’t a single, it wasn’t much, and they did not have to sing it, but they did. i have heard them sing it live four times, now, and i have cried every time, because i was hearing it with my own ears, and so were 80,000 other people right along with me, every time.

it is hard to feel hopeful, or even like someone understands that you can’t remember how to feel hopeful, when you are depressed. it is very hard. people don’t like to talk about it. fuck, i don’t like to talk about it, because it makes me feel vulnerable and scared and messed up and like i am not the same ass-kicking babe i know i am when it doesn’t feel like the universe is smothering me from the inside out.

so can you imagine what it’s like to have someone, five someones who mean a lot to you, and who have a lot of people listening to them, say those words? to say that things are bad sometimes, and that is okay. that you do not have to do it alone. that you can say it’s bad and not everyone will run away. that you can say you need someone to carry you sometimes.

that is a hard thing for me to say, for lots of reasons. i am very proud, first of all. i want very desperately in this world to give the appearance of someone who has it together. i want to be big and brave and strong and asking for help makes me feel like i’m not those things, even if it’s the opposite.

another neat trick that depression pulls, besides settling on your chest like a terrible poison fog, is tell you that the fact that you have to ask for help, or support, or praise or love or reassurance that you are good and okay still, means that you aren’t, and that you don’t deserve it. the same awful voice whispers in one ear “no one loves you” at the same time it whispers in the other “and why would they?” it feels indisputably true that it is better and easier for everyone if you just pretend that everything is okay, and carry the weight of how much it isn’t on your own, in private.

that doesn’t work for very long, i am here to tell you. that is why i am writing these words down. it is a lot to keep inside yourself. it’s too much.

that is why it is so important to me to hear this band, this VERY POPULAR band, telling not just me but millions of other people that you do not have to carry it alone. i know plenty of other singers and poets and writers and painters and regular old people have said the same thing a million times, and maybe more eloquently, but there’s something so invaluable in hearing it straight from the mouths of someone (or five someones) who already mean a lot to you, and who aren’t under any obligation to say so.

it means a lot.

when i saw one direction play in detroit, harry waved at me during this song, and when i burst into tears it wasn’t just because he was waving at me, a weird grown 26 year old adult woman with purple hair and about a million $10 miller lights in my blood stream, but because it was during this song, a song i have come to consider my song, a song that made me feel less shitty and alone just by existing, and there he was, reminding me that i also exist, and that he can see me if only for a second, and that he was singing these words for me to hear: i will carry you over fire and water. it felt like a promise.

i remember reading once someone who said that they did not think it was a song about depression because it is clearly (to them) a generic love song — about having your heart broken, and having someone tell you, you know, that’s okay, maybe you feel hurt by romantic love, but it is okay, i will still love you anyway, romantically, with roses, blah blah, you know. they thought this because of the lyric “oh i will carry you over fire and water for your love.” like, that it is conditional, that The Love is what the listener is being carried towards, the promise of Your Nice Boyfriend Who Romantically Loves You.

i think that is nonsense.

love is a lot of things. i am in love with my husband, who sometimes has no idea how to carry me and all my shit at once, which makes sense because neither do i. i am in love with life a lot of the time. i am in love with a world that often seems too beautiful and too awful to be true. i am in love with my friends who sometimes i become convinced must hate me because i am unloveable (untrue — they love me and i am outstanding — but a thing that depression tells me sometimes anyway), and my family and the internet and coke zero and things that are gold and glittery and things that are black and slimy and sometimes i can’t feel that love at all, and other times i feel it too much. love is the same thing as being alive, i think. love doesn’t have to be romance. love is everything that you feel down in the deepest part of your chest. love is awful sometimes. love is pointy and smooth and soft and sharp and it lives inside your ribs and it is everything, everything in the whole world that means anything to you.

that is a lot to carry.

so what i am trying to say, then, is that it is nice to have someone — anyone — who recognizes this, and can hold it when you can’t, even if just for a moment. someone who knows, and doesn’t want you to try to do it on your own, and they will try to hold everything for you that is too much and not enough until you can get a better grasp on it and put your feet back down on the earth and say, okay, now i am ready. even if they only carry it for a moment, even if it’s not all the way through the dark, even if it’s just for a moment in detroit before they walk to the other side of the stage, that is beautiful. that is so much.

that is why this is my favorite one direction song. thanks for listening.

Posted on 16 September, 2014
Reblogged from kirkaut  Source agonyandagony

when xiumin wins.. the xiuharem’s the happiest. 

Posted on 16 September, 2014
Reblogged from minseoked  

somehowfurious:

kissing-monsters:

apiphile:

sexxxisbeautiful:

pizzagrrrl:

Peggielene Bartels, A.K.A. King Peggy, is currently the King of Otuam, Ghana. She was chosen to be one of only three female kings in Ghana, and when she discovered that male chauvinists wanted her to only be a figurehead, she said: “They were treating me like I am a second-class citizen because I am a woman. I said, ‘Hell no, you’re not going to do this to a woman!’” When she encountered corruption and the threat of embezzlement to the royal funds, she declared “I’m going to squeeze their balls so hard their eyes pop!”
King Peggy has maintained her work in Ghana’s embassy in Washington, D.C. while making education affordable in Otuam, installing borehead wells to produce clean drinking water, enforcing incarceration laws to deal with domestic violence, replenishing the royal coffers by taxing Otuam’s fishing industry to improve life in the village, and appointing three women to her council.
“Nobody should tell you, ‘You’re a woman, you can’t do it,’” she insists. “You can do it. Be ready to accept it when the calling comes.”
Quoted from the Spring/Summer 2012 issue of Ms. Magazine.

What a beautiful badass woman.

King Peggy has been on my blog before but this is my goddamn blog and I will have King Peggy on here twice if I want.

MORE FEMALE KINGS.

Always reblog King Peggy, who is on my dash far less than she should be. Did you know she has written a book about her life? It is great, and you should all get right on that if you haven’t already.

somehowfurious:

kissing-monsters:

apiphile:

sexxxisbeautiful:

pizzagrrrl:

Peggielene Bartels, A.K.A. King Peggy, is currently the King of Otuam, Ghana. She was chosen to be one of only three female kings in Ghana, and when she discovered that male chauvinists wanted her to only be a figurehead, she said: “They were treating me like I am a second-class citizen because I am a woman. I said, ‘Hell no, you’re not going to do this to a woman!’” When she encountered corruption and the threat of embezzlement to the royal funds, she declared “I’m going to squeeze their balls so hard their eyes pop!”

King Peggy has maintained her work in Ghana’s embassy in Washington, D.C. while making education affordable in Otuam, installing borehead wells to produce clean drinking water, enforcing incarceration laws to deal with domestic violence, replenishing the royal coffers by taxing Otuam’s fishing industry to improve life in the village, and appointing three women to her council.

“Nobody should tell you, ‘You’re a woman, you can’t do it,’” she insists. “You can do it. Be ready to accept it when the calling comes.”

Quoted from the Spring/Summer 2012 issue of Ms. Magazine.

What a beautiful badass woman.

King Peggy has been on my blog before but this is my goddamn blog and I will have King Peggy on here twice if I want.

MORE FEMALE KINGS.

Always reblog King Peggy, who is on my dash far less than she should be. Did you know she has written a book about her life? It is great, and you should all get right on that if you haven’t already.

Posted on 16 September, 2014
Reblogged from crowthis  Source pizza-grrrl

Posted on 16 September, 2014
Reblogged from wonderbbang  Source flowerboyzico

i-gotta-go-good-day-pusscake:

deanirae:

actual plot twist: supernatural season 10 is now the folgers commercial

image

I’m sorry.

Posted on 16 September, 2014
Reblogged from iamsuchaleo  Source deanirae


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